posted on Wednesday, October 14, 2015 @ 10/14/2015 09:40:00 PM
It has been awhile. Been away for too long. Travelling to work has been pretty tiring for me that now I am at my last few weeks of my journey before I enter a new stage of live.
First and foremost, Salam Maal Hijrah 1437H to all Muslim.
This marks my 3rd hijrah being a wife and truthfully speaking, I am still working to be a better wife, especially on my cooking department. Overall, live is definitely more meaningful. To be able to cope up with each other strength & weakness, to be able to wake up seeing each other, to get misunderstanding on certain things - well, that is something I enjoy now.
As this may sound like a last news update, Alhamdulillah, I am 36 weeks pregnant.
Alhamdulilah, All Praises to Allah. Do keep us in your prayers and Doa. The weeks becoming days to hours to minutes, I am treasuring each and every last few moments of this journey. Nervous as it may seem, especially after I experience my first Braxton Hicks last week and my oh my, it was a new feeling after 8 months.
I was glad Mother was there attending to me the whole time I was in the toilet, coping with it. To add on, I actually force myself to work the next day only to survive half day. Not only I was tired and sleepy (cause I can't sleep peacefully that night after the first Braxton Hicks feeling), baby was kicking actively (which is good, but it can become super uncomfortable for me to continue working and seating at my desk for the next 4 hours)
Plenty of my friends suggest to go for Antenatal Care,Yoga or Breast Feeding classes as these classes or programs are good for first time mommies however, I decided to give it a pass (not that I am caring for my baby), but because I believe to have everything comes naturally, of course with the help of the husband, parents & confinement lady.
Apart from attending those programs, I also believes in reading and practising them. Google.com really helps alot and give me info ON-THE-GO. Thanks to technology & smartphones.
Now, I know some of my friends felt left out when I didn't mention anything about me being pregnant. Trust me, both me & my man has decided to not announce to the world of social media ever since I found out that I am pregnant. It's our decision not to annouce on social media until I was 7 months (if you ever follow me on Instagram)
Mutual respect to those who knew as well. Reason being we have friends & relatives who may complication to get pregnant or not being able to get pregnant. We didn't want hurt their feelings nor do we want to make them feel jealous above this rezeki that ALLAH has given to us.
As for me I believe rezeki comes in all sorts of forms. In comes in a form of good health, living in standard life (rich/poor), long life, good foods, shelter homes and yes, babies.
As for me I believe rezeki comes in all sorts of forms. In comes in a form of good health, living in standard life (rich/poor), long life, good foods, shelter homes and yes, babies.
I am truly bless that after being patient for 2 years, constant praying to have this rezeki, Alhamdulillah, we are blessed with this gifts; Responsibility.
Before I end this entry, I would like to apologize to each and everyone if I have every hurt your feelings or make you feel bad as I myself ain't a perfect human being. As much as I want to share my pregnancy experience here, I stay by my principle. I am thankful for your understanding and lastly, do keep us in your prayers.
We are coming to you in NOVEMBER 2015.
