posted on Wednesday, September 24, 2014 @ 9/24/2014 09:39:00 PM
I thought I may not return here every again. Life's been pretty unpredictable. Life's been so much full of ups and downs. Life's filled with sorrow and happiness. For I've been going through so much these few months.
Last 4 Aug 2014, the 8th day of Hari Raya EidulFitri, both dad & me caught up with an accident. Something that I would never forget in my entire life and something that I pray will never ever happened again.
Ever since that day, I've been getting these fear feeling whenever I passed by the accident location. Dad was hospitalized for 4 working days and had to undergo an operation to his left leg. Many visitors, relatives and family were so glad that I was not pregnant at that point of time & also nothing serious such as deep cuts or bleeding.
& those who knew me, I am afraid - wait! I should say I hate injections. The moment when Doctor mention about taking my blood test, I panic and tried to get up and find my husband - but of course I can't as the nurses afraid I might have fractures to my bones.
I froze before and after the injections and i literally just straighten my right arm all the way till evening. The experience of sitting in the Accident & Emergency ward (A&E) - sigh! I would never want to be there ever again. It adds on to my stress and trust me, having to open up the hijab and my hair was a total messed! One looked at me was like "this woman must be crazy"
I tried so hard to not even think or recall what happened. It gives me goosebumps and sleepless nights. The man had to adjust to his sleeping time to nurse me especially on the first and second day; the moments of emotional post traumatic stress.
Alhamdulillah, both me and dad are well now. Dad is still on hospitalization leave. I have start work for almost a month now and everything is place nicely. Colleagues has been a great help and understanding and allow me to take my time to catch up with my work.
Life's unpredictable. Life's is like a wheel that goes ups and downs. Above all, ALLAH will never these his people more than what we can handle.
Thank You everyone for the prayers and never failed to drop by and visit both me and dad. May ALLAH S.W.T bless each and everyone of you.
I am grateful. Syukur. Alhamdulillah.
Thank You Allah for allowing me to breathe and see your world once again. Thank You Allah for saving my Ayah and keep him well.
Thank You Ya Rabb.
