posted on Wednesday, August 13, 2014 @ 8/13/2014 08:31:00 PM
Eid Syawal Celebration entry aside. Here's my reflection..
First and foremost,
In the name of ALLAH,
Most Gracious,
Most Merciful.
The past incident, the accident, the Syawal 1435H - these days have taught me to be even more thankful than I ever was. Thankful that I am still alive, to see the smiles of my love ones, to see my dad, my family still breathing.
ALHAMDULILLAH.
I am still here; To witness ALLAH S.W.T beautiful creations, to feel the air, to have the extra time given to my live to repent.
SubhanaAllah.
The fact that I have nightmares after that incident, the fact that I might still have post traumatic accident syndrome (or whatever you called it) - I'm in the midst of recovering both physically & mentally.
Every time I have relatives, visitors, friends coming by to visit both me and dad, there we are telling the whole story all over again, like a repeat telecast or spoilt cassette. I understand that everyone does want to know what and how exactly happened - How I wish I could tell them that it haunts me that night whenever I have to recall back what happened.
I shall be away for quite some time to bring myself back to my usual self. Do pray for me.
Thank You.
