posted on Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 12/31/2009 11:14:00 PM
I had a great 2009 and I want it end just nice. Start a brand new year with brand new resolution. For that, I shall keep it a secret. Just like every other year, I would like to wrapped up and summarise what I've been and gone thru this year.
Apart from my relationship with dearest bf is getting more and more better, I've still failed to get hold on to my job. Frankly speaing, I'm tired of running from one company to another in search of a full-time job but to no avail. Perhaps, Rezeki is not there yet for me. Patience is Virtue. I must wait for that time to come.
My family has helped me alot and motivate and encourgae me as not to give up this hope of getting my dream job one day. Not to forget my beloved bf for as he supports in every decision I made. Probably he understands me more since both of us are working adults.
To add on is also my girlfriends for the never ending doa's you guys pray for me.
Life's Good for 2009. It taught me many things. It thought me to handle problems in a proper manner and I learn alot from this year and hope this will continue.
Misunderstanding, Miscommunication, arguements, sensitive issue are all part of my life. I know some party might get hurt, probabliy that's the reason I've never wanna talk incase you can't take the blow. For those who knew me, I'm very straight foward kinda person. My words can hurt you but my words will make you realised what's good in stores for you.
Not only it applies to the conflict we're having, but also to one of my family members. I detest the way you treated my beloved grandparents. I have my respect for you for the past 20 years but to react like that, to "lepas tangan" like that, my respect for you has lessen. If you wanna say your sisters is immature, then I think it shall bounce back to you.
Oh well, like I say many things happen this year and it won't stop until GODKNOWSWHEN.
To add another one, exactly this date, last year countdown celebration was with Cousin Ayun & his family for supper at Sufi Restaurant located at Arab Street. We witnessed the belly-dancing for the 1st time in my life and countdown new year in the car.
Frankly speaking, I missed my girls cousin soo much. I missed this time, last year, sleeping in my room and lauging and singing out loud in the middle of the night. Imagine 5 girls in my room. How LOUD can it be??
So how do you guys celebrate the countdown?? This year I'm slacking at home with my laptop, with the tv for I'm simply lazy to go out and join Harisah for her flying kite session near her house.
Apa nak buat. Mood Malas da datang. Hahaha.
I'll be fetching my grandparents tomorrow and there'll be staying at my place for a couple of months.
