posted on Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 10/31/2009 11:59:00 PM
Exactly a year ago, I had my beloved cousins, Adah, Kak Jihan & Kak Shikin here staying over at my crib, celebrating our birthdays together. Infact, I still remember at this point of time, which is obviously last year, we were busy sitting at my hall, eating junk foods and watching High School Musical 3. Indeed, I missed those moment celebrating my birthday with them.
Eventually, they made me feel happy and I realised families are important to me.
1 Year being 19 was such a memorable and challenging year for me. I've jump from 1 work to another and learn how life in working environment was like, especially in different sector and industries. I, myself can't believe that I started woring full-time at the age of 18 years old and its been almost 2 years since I started working when people my age are busy doing their Diploma and studying in school.
But I took a short-cut way in studies. Blame Me Not. Till this time, I am hoping to further my studies to Degree Holder but rezeki is still not there for me and perhaps this coming year or this coming birthday wish, I am hoping sometime soon, I'll be back with books and stress with projects.
Being 19 years old was not an easy start for me. I had a struggling relationship right after my borthday and those who's closed with me knows how sad and heartbroken and how bad I'm struggling, standing on my own feet to prepare for the worst. Frankling speaking, I'm the tpe of person who always perpare for the worst BUT at the same time, I always thinks positive. Look on the bright side. Probably that's how i managed to have thecourage to move on with life.
With Allah help, I managed to tenang kan hati i and Alhamdullilah I am happy with my LOVES one now and yah, during that period of time, I had a struggling year.
In sense of families and friends, Alhamdullilah I had a wonderful bunnch of friends who never fail to motivate me and encourage me to do good and families to not to forget. I' getting closer with my mother now. I can talk things with her openly. Especially BGR which I never think I would. She MAY NOT BE THAT Open-minded but I know she cared and wants the best for me. You have no idea how my mother motivate me when I was down especially on my 3Year anniversary. She knew I slept at 3am preparing the Photo Diary of Me&Farid to the extend to write instea of typing it out.
Well, All I can say is that, These were my life as 19 years old. Nothing much intresting happenend cause I'm just a girl next door :)
Anyways, this afternoon dearest bf asked me out. Initialy I booked a ticket to watch 'MJ: This is it' with him over at E!Hub. Reason cause he's workingnight shift and ME, being a sweet gf wants him to get home fast to relax before he went to work.
Dropby Kak Jihan's house to meet up with her and also visit my grandparents who's over at the crib. GOD! I missed my grandparents. Kiss them and bid them goodbyes and off we go to surprise cousin Adah who is over at the Airport, busy studying for her A Level Exams. Bought her a slice of cake and sang her a birthday song. To her, it was UNEXPECTED!
HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO YOU DEAREST ADAH!!!
