posted on Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 1/21/2009 01:49:00 PM
Let's have a quick update cause I need to go on continue doing my task for today. It was such a relief that I managed to stay up late yesterday after work to finished up Nov-Dec'08 balance invoices. Perhaps thats the reason I was NOT online in MSN or Facebook! OH! I missed FACEBOOK!
Last Monday, my grandparents fly off for Melbourne. If I'm not mistaken, its their 3rd or 4th or that 5th times visiting Melbourne again. I envy them ok! Well, both of them had reached Melbourne safely. I hope they'll be happy over there with Paman Omar and family. You guys don't know how much they had been saying and talking about going to Melbourne again and again. They pretty enjoyed themselve there.
On the other hand, beloved Farid text me last Monday and I managed to chat over the phone for a split minute before he put down the phone to sleep. I am still strong here eventhough I don't know where this could lead us too. I've got hope I've received through my heart saying "Don't Give Up" and initially, I felt calm right after that. Perhaps, there's a reason why he acting like this. True Love will Wait no matter what happens.
Upon reaching work today, I've received a news that makes me speechless. my condolences goes to Dewi, my collegue here at Maersk. I'm sorry to hear that your mum passed away just now morning. Tabahkan Hati dan kuatkan pendirian. I know your mum is everything to you and yeah.. now I feel like crying.
To my dearest Mother, yang tgh rest at home tu,
I know its gonna sound weird here But I never regret having you as my mother. I knew you never liked me to have boyfriend cause you think you might lose me one day. But after meeting Farid, I believe you like him as much as I do. believe me I was happy when you told me you like Farid very much last July.
You saw the happiness in my eyes and told grandma the good news and everyone in the family was happy, especially my dearest grandma. You been asking about Farid all along at home and I felt too heart ache to releaved the truth to you. I know you're concerned about us. I knew you want to see the both of us going all the way strong.
I just want you to know that even though I have Farid, as the other man in my life, I still love you as much as I do even before Farid entered my life. I treasure you as much as you do.
Looking at Dewi situation, really sadden me. I don't want to lose my one and only mother who had been looking over me for almost 20years without complaining on how hard life is as a mother.
*ifeellikecryingthisverymoment*
Mother, Adik Love You! not forgetting my dearest Father too. Thanks for all the love both of you showered me. I need your support right this very moment. Please stand by my side and hold me strong to face the relationship blow.
OK! This post sounds more like a dedication to my mother. phew! enough for now. I'm back to resume my work. Take care all.
Love you too Muhd Farid Sani (:
I will always do no matter what you've done to me.
You taught me everything, Everything that One should know when in relationship.
LOVE YOU 1,2,3,4ever.
