posted on Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 12/22/2008 09:13:00 AM
Few weeks back, I've been going to Orchard more often to shop and getting my 4 novel series of Twilight. incase some don't know, I've been a die-hard-fan of Twilight. And also thanks to Twilight Novel series for keeping most of my time with you since HE DIDN'T SEEM TO BOTHER about me anymore.
Two weeks ago, was date with the GFs,including Huda, Yati & Amal to Borders to get my Twilight series and off to catch movie with Huda and ended up reaching home at 12midnight together with cousin Shikin. Dinner with cousin Shikin & friends over at Simpang bedok and also ended up coming reaching home at 12midnight.
Last Wednesday had my haircut. It was SHORT, for me. And that too, I reached home at 10pm. Last Friday, off for dinner with Kak Jihan & Ayun since I was totally stressed up with HIM for IGNORING me and ended up reaching home at almost 12midnight.
And just recently, had a date with Amal to Orchard to shop AGAIN. I totally had fun eventhough its the only two of us. Catch movie Twilight again and shop. SHOP SHOP SHOP! its not my fault, ITS HIS FAULT. its been almost 2MONTHS OKAY!
Feeling almost so DEPRESSED, so STRESSFUL, so HATRED, so UPSET, so CHANGRIN, I went out until late night and went spending my money on nonsense things. THANKS for all that.
Since its the Christmas week, I ought to make myself happy with presents, late night shopping AGAIN, not forgetting PARTIES! And don't you DARE SAY its my fault for going out with other people except YOU. Since you are Extremely TOOO BUSY with WORK and can't commit yourself to me, I rather not keeping myself useless by sitting at home.
Being so frustrated of Mother always siding HIM, I feel like banging my head on the walls.
Regarding yesterday night event, Kak Jihan say thanks to those who wished her Good Luck. Its my first ever time seeing such a Traditional Method of getting and planning engage or married. Believe me, Kak Jihan spent the entire day in the kitchen cooking. I mean it. THE ENTIRE day from 10am-7pm, cooking and cleaning the kitchen. Trust me, she was NERVOUS as the time is coming nearer.
Oh well I hope all these event, late night outing, late night dinner with whoever wants to date me to make me feel better. I need HOLIDAYS! I need a SHORT get-away-together, a SHORT TRIP to which ever island.
I am TOTALLY so freaking pissed off when own family doesn't even wants to side me. HOW I HATE that fact!
On a happy note, Dad finally agreed and have giving me the hope to proceed to my Degree when he's retired. I must make full used of Dad retire money for my school fees in 2-3years time and I say this I WILL STUDY HARD and I LOVE YOU DAD! Let's hope I can get to achieve alot of things down the road that will secure my future.
Please Dear ALLAH,
Make me a stronger person, kuatkan Iman, Tenangkan hati dan fikiranku, Sucikan hatiku, bawakan la aku ke jalan yang benar sesungguhnya aku hanyalah manusia biasa yang tk mampu untuk lakukan ini semua tanpaMU.
Amin..
Ok! Back to work now. Until then, Do pray for me friends.
