posted on Tuesday, December 02, 2008 @ 12/02/2008 09:24:00 PM
I can't seem to understand these people. They went for religious classes. I'm 100% sure that their Ustaz/Ustazah did mention about this 'mengumpat' thingy, but why they still did it? Things that happened like 4-5years ago, is still their topic to discuss among them. All I can do is sigh.
Angry? Well, I've been angry for so many times and I'm tired of being angry already. I wonder why you like to talked about me being FAT, me being not so lady-like, me not attending this and that functions. Firstly, Does it even bothers you that I'm FAT?! Does I asked money from you to buy foods that makes me FAT? Does it has any impact on you that I'm FAT?! EVen if I falled sick due to my obesity, do I come to you for help in sense of money?? Well, even if it is, just stay away from me.
I am actually FREAKING irritated by these people. If you're not happy, just talked to me right infront of my face. I'll be very happy if you do that. I'm not trying to be 'kurang-ajar' here with you adults but as an adults, you ought to know what are you doing. As long as I can be patience, I will. I have a limit and dn't let it burst cause I, myself won't like it either.
Working has stressed me, alot. ALOT more when I can't meet bf, even for 2min. Wanna asked if I cried in my sleep about this?
OH! I did! I don't know if he concerns about it or not. Well, believe it or not, I was crying because I missed him so much. But as I was crying, suddenly I stopped! hahahakz. Weird uh? No la. I was telling myself not to cry just because of these small things. I've been through worst than this. And as a working adult, I should understand bf working hours and so on. And I felt asleep right after reciting the Doa's.
Conclusion is, I tak dendam anyone. Disebabkan tak nk dendam la, I let it out here. So, minta maaf kalau ada sesiapa yang terasa. Sekian, Terima Kasih.
