I'll see you next week Saturday and enjoyz!

Do you know that people in this house kept talking about marriage and weddings and engagements and all? Pity to KakJihan. I'm sure she's so stressed with all these things. Well, sometimes I think that I might be going through the same as her. The preparations, the people asking to get marry asap.

I know getting hitched is one good thing. THAT, I Agree. But then again, I have my own plans. Not that I don't want to get marry. I WANT SEY! Mother, once had urge me or in a way force me to get engange together at the same time with KakJihan as to cover those badmouth people around the neighbourhood.

Its like. HELLO?! We're in the 21st Century, not in the 70s. Its true that my beloved bf is still young, still knows nothing about the future and so on. That's EXACTLY why I denied mother suggestions. I, infact Farid and I did plan about our future. Both of us wants to be mentally and FINANCIALLY Prepared.

He may have started out saving, but me? I am telling the truth that I have not started saving, YET. I'm just 19 and let me enjoy my working life and my pay, for once before I get hitched cause I jolly well knows that once I'm hitched, I've got to share my pay with my husband for the house, the household stuff, infact, if we were to have kids one ady, I'll have to share my pay with the kids too..

So, do you see how far I think about my future? Its not only saving for the BIG DAY, but for the day after the BIG DAY. I know its fun talking to your partners about marry and all. Even I like talking about it at some point of time. But then again, only me and ALLAH knows the best for me. All I need is your prayers.

To dearest Muhd Farid Bin Sani,

I missed you and I wonder when will I meet you. Do take care of your health and WORK HARD! I LOVE YOU from the bottom of my heart. (: