posted on Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 10/27/2008 05:28:00 PM
The weekend was not I expected it to be. After being so excited about the car ride for Raya visiting, the car was dead. In the end, we decided to catch a movie at Causeway Point together with Busu&Faruq. Again, the movie, which is the Coffin, is not as scary as I thought. Proceed to ECP for my company chalet and managed to hang around outside office with the other collegue. Head off home at 9.30pm, where Father refused to talk me, for idontknowwhateverreason.
The Sunday morning, was glad to got a car-rental when out of the sudden, the lady refused to let us drive since Faruq is still having his P-plate. When asked his big brother to gave that lady a call, she said the car has been rent to other people, like weird right? The rest was so bored and upset due to no car and finally, their dad came over to Pasir Ris just to fetched us. How Sweet.
First house was over at CCK, proceed by Jurong East and back home to my grandparents place. Again, I really pitied my grandparents over how Shahid treated them PLUS seeing my grandparents bed.. really makes me so sad as I can't believe how my uncle have the cheeck to let my gransparents sleep on the floor just like that. Even adah said so.
Back at home that night, mother called me up to the kitchen together with my aunt and discuss things on why suddenly Father refused to make a conversation with me. What makes me really sad and tears was that father told my aunt about what he's not happy with me and of course I was ashamed. Its like as though I sound so cheap. But as always, I hold strong onto my emotion, and feelings.
Yesterday doesn't seems so right, and even today. All of us got scolded by parents out of no reason. Cried througout the night and woke up in the afternoon today. Again, father refused to talk a single word to me and I end up having migrane and took panadol and doze off.
Ask me? I just don't feel right and good when one of my family never talked to me. I feel guilty and at the same, sad, of course. Lucky thing, I have my cousins over at my room to share my sadness.
Overall, this is not the weekend I wanted it to be.
