posted on Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 4/25/2008 10:54:00 PM
Secondly, mother is always picking up on me and has not been talking to me for the past 6days. WHY?? Don't asked me. I can't be bothered. When she opens her mouth, it means she trying to find my fault and scold and pot pet pot pet. So, that result in me staying and keeping myself in my room for the past 6days too. I have NOT touch RICE for the past 6days. MIND YOU! I've been like a DOG la sey. Eat biscuit..drink water. That's what I've been eating for the past few days. Don't believe. Ask my collegue Kak Haz. She's the witness seeing me stuck in the office all day long and eat biscuit cause she's the one who provide me the biscuits and Alphen chocolate bar. That is the only meal,the only LUNCH I had for the entire day. Its unbelieveable right?? Fiqah has NOT touch RICE for the past 6days? hahakz. Well, thats the truth. And now, I feel so light like a paper and my stomach is always playing the noisy drums roll beat and YES! Perut ku very the PEDIH! And when I touch rice, I would eat it like one gelojoh girl. And today, Kak Haz provide me bicuits and Alphen Chocolate bar again. And dinner was Popcorn at GV.
Today, I was on half-day morning work. Means, I came to work at 1pm. What do I do at work? NAH! Nothing much. Sorts the Invoices according to countries. Pack my papers, calenders, stationaries,telephone inside a box and help Hwee Ling with her photocopy of Lawyers papers and seat there watching people packing their stuff and its already time to go home. Overall, today is really a packing day and farewell day for my collegues, Pei Huay and this indian lady whome I've been friend and don't know her name.. We bid them good-bye with the hope to see them outside someday.
Initially, I'm the one who start packing at 3pm. I guessed if I don't start packing, the rest of the people wont be packing. I was told that they have to leave the office at 5pm BUT Hwee Ling start packing her stuff at 5pm SHARP! She's DAMN HARDWORKING la sey! My new table/ my 7th shifted table was at Hwee Ling seat/ opposite BOSS.
Oh ya! Did I tell you about the new Malay lady who came to join the AR? GOSH! At first, I find that she's a nice girl with the RIGHT attitude. BUT! After I left for half-day work, Kak HAz msged me that she can't stand the new malay lady. She's DAMN KEPO! Like seriously KEPO and very BOSSY! And for that, I began to HATE her. Its like if you are new to the company, which/what ever seat or PC or mouse or seat that was given to you, just take it right? BUT NO! She even asked Michael to talked to boss to let her change he seating place at the back where she can use/play the internet freely. and Michael got scolding form BOSS! OMG! If I were the one asking Michael to do that, I would feel really BAD la. OH PLEASE! I don't wish to get close to her. I got 1 friend who's kepo is already enough. Pleas don't tambah another one.
So yeah, after work, met up with dearest aBg at Tampines and we watched The Forbidden Kingdom and YES! I LOVED it SO MUCH! We enjoyed watching the movie, the kung fu moves..Especially the Drunken Fist. Hahakz.. It reminds me of the old Jackie Chan Drunken Kungfu movie. After movie, we went home as its already 9pm and I'm feeling tired. Mother smsed me at 7.51pm and started scolding me and so on. I was liked. ARGH!! She doesnt want to talk to me and now its my problem? Bro came home late without informing her, she didnt scold bro and ME?
Don't say that I'm a girl that's the reason she did that to me. SO WHAT I' M A GIRL?! I didn't do anything bad outside nor will drop her water face. I'm a BIG GIRL for GOD SAKE! I know how to take care of myself. I know my limits. Its not that I'm going to returned home after 12midnight. It was never my time limit as you yourself know that I am afraid to returned home after 10pm. WHAT?!!
GOSH! I am so stressed with you la. And now, I have to pay the BILLS and guessed what? I'm left with only $200 to do my shopping and eating. Believe it la ehk. Keje penat-penat.. Nama je gaji besar. Bayar itu bayar ini..tolak savings..tolak ezlink..ta dah..$200! And this is what you say I'm still budak mentah? If I were budak mentah, I wouldn't have the initiative to help Father pay all those bills. I wouln't come foward to help OK!
I don't know for how long I can stand staying and keeping myself in the room for the days to come. I am sure I am going to leave the house for good tomorrow. Let shooting take place tomorrow. Even it means that I have to missed my Om Shanti Om movie at Central. BUT! I always have Harisah's and Amal's crib to go and watch. ;)
Anyways, people, Thanks for taking your time reading this entry that filled with so much anger and frustration.
