posted on Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 12/26/2007 01:16:00 PM
Have you ever overcome a mother that kutuk, maki her own daughter? I shall say I am unfortunate to have a mother whom say such things to me because of her mood swing. I wonder if she liked it when I say that to her when I'm having my PMS.I cant sleep throught the night. Tears rolled down like a tap water non-stop and I am so don't believe I would end up having a mother like her. I know mother means everything and yes I agreed to it. i respect her, thats the reason I kept quiet when she said all that to me. I could just kept myself quiet and be a stoned and cried. That's all I managed to do. I dont understand her. She wants me to understand that she's tired from working BUT HAVE SHE EVER UNDERSTAND ME? FOR LIKE ONCE? NAH AH.. I don't think so.
i get back home early from work, she question me alot. When i get back home late, she also question me accused me of going out, not getting back home straight from home. Well, thats the reason why I wanted to get back home late from work so I don't have to see her face when I get back home. AND I AM avoiding her for the entire week and I AM SURE I'll do that. Cause I can no longer make a decent conversation with her.
i'm just to stress with the situation. I'm just to sad. how i wish i already owned my own apartment so I won't have to face her. yah.. some may say I say all this just to vent my anger or sadness BUT if she can vent her anger at me WHY i cant vent and let it out at my blog?
