posted on Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 10/18/2006 10:39:00 PM
I dont wanna talk about school today..I went to Lieya's house at around 11am..We watched REMP-IT together sampai tak sadar Enzo da balik school.. Lieya feed him lunch..Before I knew what time it was..I have to get ready to met my dearest aBg at Bedok.. Had a walk around the Bedok Int to look for my dream..wanted..wish handphone..LG CHOCOLATE..A wish is ,have to work hard again to get the handphone that I want..
Had my break fast with the family just now.. Before that,received sms from dearest aBg.. I dont know out of the sudden I felt so damn..deeply sad about the birthday celebration part and all sort of stuff regarding my birthday.. While cleaning up the table after break fast, out of the sudden I dropped a plate of corn beef..Habis pecah sume kaca kt lantai.. rasa mcm btol2 tk sedap hati masa tu..rasa mcm sedih sgt uh masa tu..
My family situatuion is so far I understand..Kita tk kemampuan nk beli barang banyak-banyak untuk raya..Dad must have his loans from frens or maybe family members..so does Mum..and me.. Mum forced me to buy new clothes for the first day...but I totally refused to buy anything for Hari Raya..cause I know I will cry if I took the money from her to buy the things thats not so important..
I went to next house after break fast as I was too sad to stay in the house with mum n dad.. Next door..ada baBy Nabila..Hafiy..They always cheer me up with their silly jokes.. and soon I was Ok and forget about all my sadness..BUT only for a while..
ive read Shima blog..GOSH..Im so sad to hear her story..I feel like crying together with her.. She is so sad but tried not to be sad infront of Faruq..Aku sempat bbual ngn Faruq on the phone before he leaves for Taiwan..I was terkilan bila dia kata,"kau takot aku tk jadi abg ipar kau?" I was like??apa maksud dia tu?? Lain mcm je bunyinye..seram sey.. I guess I have to go now..Take care everybody
